Friday, April 28, 2006

What does it mean?

I'm not sure it means anything. I keep having a dream in which I am driving down the wrong side of the road or the wrong way on a one way street. I trust my subconscious to tell me that some how in all these massive changes something isn't going the way it should.

I think it's probably the business end of things. I have a lot of trepidition about this. Having spoken about it many times to friends, it's really not the work itself or the person I will be working with, I think it's the style. It's not how I want to practice my profession. and I think that's troubling me.

I keep hoping I'll get moe clarity from my dreams, but I guess I will just have to trust my gut instinct and my judgement as far as I can in this one.

Still moving, so many of my great quote books are packed and the sites I find things are bookmarked on my computer and this isn't mine, so I haven't been posting much.

Monday, April 24, 2006


As I go through my move, I see those things that I am very attached to and need to stay in the back of a closet because I can't make myself let go of them. I recognize that I would probably be happier without these things but I love them. Most of them remind me of my family who is gone but others are just things that I like. It's hard to sort out what has to go and what has to stay.

While it is good to not be attached, we should look at those things we are attached to and recognize why they have such a hold on us.